Jiayou Jiayou

But sometimes I get tired and restless hoping that you'll stop testing my heart and just be happy that I am here & not anywhere else.
I get so tired trying to stay strong, fighting to keep you up there.
Yet you lend me no strength in doing so but neither do I ask you to
I can just completely stop and walk the other way
Yet, I choose not to.

Jiayou Jiayou I tell myself

Jiayou Jiayou I say it again....and softly whisper "you've stopped saying those 3 words that I never get tired of telling you. even when I said it....you didn't say it back anymore.....that was when I notice."

.."I'm merely losing you."

It's time I step back and let you see what I see.
If in the end you can't see it....I'll have to understand...we were never on the same footing.

I'll let you try with all you've got & maybe then you might surpass it
If you say you've gave it you're all & never reached me, I'll understand that even half way you couldn't meet me there

For now...I can only say "Jiayou Jiayou"