Oh Lord,

You are close to the broken hearted.

Do you hear my cries, do you feel the hurt in me as I try to get by each day.

It doesn't even feel the same anymore. Instead of living each day out fully.

I do just enough to get pass the daylight into the evening where I can finally rest in bed and get lost in my sleep.

Where my thoughts can wonder unconciously and I don't have to worry too much of what needed to be done.

In this world of despair, of survival, of unequality, I wish to find you amoungst the mist of it all.

Where my soul and spirit is calm in peace and with your embrace I will feel safe.

Oh Lord,

If you hear me calling I just want you to know that I need you.

I need you in me, I need you with me. I want you.

If I could I would get lost in the many pages of the Bible.

My directions are blurry now and I only wish I would know which step to take next.

As the day closes in, I wish to be done with all that you have planned for me.

As the years has passed me by now like it always has been before.

I hope I don't stray any farther then I have.

I wish to know you more.