Off the Chest

He is so freaking gorgeous. I mean really!!!

But to be honest the more I take the time to get to know him I find him really short-temper and at times stuck-up. He gives me the feeling of how guys and girls can be really good looking but have such an unattractive personality.

I really don’t want to believe that…that he’s partially like that in any way. Because I honestly do think he’s a good guy and very sweet. But the vibes he’s throwing at me is just plain out of the question.

He’s probably been through a lot. Wait, not probably. He HAS been through a lot! But it doesn’t mean he should hold a grudge and put the “unhappy” side of him on others. Just because someone did it to you why do it onto others? Shouldn’t you be sensitive that it can hurt others the way it hurts you. Maybe you're just having a bad day, maybe you took my messages the wrong way....

I hate to think about it, but “such an ugly personality.” I guess that’s why with each passing day I find myself less and less fond about you. Like I would rather just keep you the way you are to me and I am. I want nothing more. I’ve already came to that conclusion when I left.

And sometimes I like to think that maybe you’re just doing this to prevent me from getting hurt or to keep me from developing more feelings for you. But really, why do people use such methods. It’s really stupid don’t you think. Sometimes doing things indirectly can help, because you don’t want to hurt someone else’s feelings, but it won’t be as effective…..Don’t you think you’re just hurting the other person more? Because you are, you know…. It’s better to be direct, because it is more effective, but you have to be careful of appropriateness towards whoever that person is. I’m sure there will be a common ground….an understanding of each other…..if there just was some communication between us. But whenever we talk, it’s so subtle….

On another note this probably is just from my perspective (personal factor), but if I was to see it from the other person’s view also known as the (situational factor) it’ll be different I’m sure.

When you are the person that can recognize it from both sides of the situation don’t make any assumption. Let that person come to an understanding and if they need some help give them a little nudge. If you know they will feel offended then just let it be. And sometimes some people won’t ever recognize it, but don’t push it.

Are you supposed to just let it be?! Uh….yea, because sometimes you aren’t the person that will be able to show them this, sometimes others will and other times they’ll discover it themselves.

You & I = Friends

& if not Friends….that’s ok too =] It was really nice knowing you. You’ll always be a Sweet person in my heart.

I'm sorry on my part, I'm sorry if I pushed you too far. It never was my intenton.

I just needed to VENT. ;]

*excuse the grammatical error & the jumping around. Just typing away…