Tears

I shouldn't have done that,
I should have pretend not to know
Like I didn't see it, like I couldn't see it

I shouldn't have done that,
I should have pretend that everything was ok
Like it didn't hurt, Like it wouldn't hurt

I shouldn't have said anything
I should have pretend.....pretend that you and I were always fine from the start.

*tears.

Now I can't even feel anything if I wanted to...but that I'm so far away yet so close