People can only write as deep as they can feel, so if I had to pour it out to you in the simplest form I would say "I'm broken......but my faith is still strong."
Many have always said to me that I can be too positive, too tolerant, and too understanding...in ways were I would hurt myself. I guess I could agree, but I thank God for that. He has truly given me a gift to love others in a way where I hold nothing back. Although many times I end up hurting the one's I really love, because I gave too much. But even that I would argue against, because you can never receive too much love. Maybe I just didn't give it the way they would've liked it from me. I'm trying to find an equal ground, but even that takes time.
I like to keep the people I love in my life for as long as I can and for as long as they are willing to stay. I won't force you to stay if you wish to leave, because I believe those who really do love you in the same way will also want you apart of their life. You can't bare losing them and neither can they. I've had people leave and come back, as well as those who have left permanently. People are not just chapters in your book, they are every bit of who you are today.
Be grateful =]
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