my dedication to you

I know you can still hear me.

--"ur small-lips"

I wish I could cast the pain that I have cause you away, but only time will be able to do that for you....and for me. Even though others may not have understood how deeply this love meant, it's fine....because I know we did. And sometimes that is all that matters. I hope the wind still reminds you that I miss you & the rain lets you know that you are not alone.Thank you for the wonderful memories.
Keep the Lord in your heart. If you have him just remember you'll always have me too. I miss you.

"Love and relationships are never like the movies no matter how much we want them to be. But when something beautiful ends, for whatever reason, it's most important not to be disappointed that it's over, but glad that it happened at all." -WongFu

Special
You know how when the person you love makes you cry, makes you sad, makes you mad and you always end up going to someone else for comfort. Well, I call him special, because when I cry, when I am sad, or when I am angry....I still go to him, he is my comfort. Rarely do we find people like those in our lives. They wipe your tears even when those tears are because of them. Because they too can feel your pain...only then do we know they are something special. It does not matter which position they hold in your life now or later. But that they will always be there because they choose to be and they know you want them to be there.
to that person, you know who you are: you won't fade, don't disappear, please stay...even if we are like the moon and the sun that never gets to be together, because we are at opposite ends of the spectrum. As long as I can see you from afar or once every few years meet you. I will still be happy.
-kuv nco koj