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I have a million reasons to run and hide, but I am not going to.
I am fully aware that my heart still lingers with yours, but I will not force it to leave.
It is not a lie that I fell for you hard and deep. It is not a lie that I wanted to fight this fight with you.

I am soaked in your love and it is like quick sand. Most times I can't even find air to breathe and sometimes I just quit fighting the pain, close my eyes, and let it take over me. Those are the nights I pray for God to be with you because I cannot.